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2009-04-18T07:24:00.000-07:00

Ibelieveinangels :)

BBQ-ed :DHad much fun with baked marshmallows, so freaking nice!I love baked potatos tooo!

Anyway, CHEN WEI SEINE TAKE A LOOK @ VeryLovedPerson alright gee!

vv love petpet !My brother - Hugo was waiting his shift to use the comp since I am using his one.. And fortunately he fall asleep xD He just got back from Sunway. He was off to OUG for celebrating his friend's birthday @ Jogoya? I bet he didn't sleep again :P

Bar Celona @ next Wed, anyone wanna joooin ? :D

LOOOOOOVE.

2009-04-17T03:47:00.000-07:00

WOULD
YOU
SWEAR
THAT
YOU
WILL
ALWAYS
BE
MINE

{?}

2009-04-17T02:32:00.000-07:00

I love it! :D

2009-04-16T22:38:00.000-07:00

Dedicated to CHEN WEI SEINE.Right, to reply all your tags ya hun :)

> Baobei~ I'm going to party~ and I didn't bring you there because I know you'll be studying like mad. =)

- I didn't study !
:D

> Okok, fine. My grammar is muchhhh better than yours. But I still think that yours is better. xD

- What lah~ Yours is times betterrr !

> Yup! She cannot be your baobei. I'm jealous!!! I know Eyan should be studying her head off. Ishh~ must be like me, relaxing~~ =))

- But she didn't! She's mad :D

> Of course my update is long, it contains about a week's post?

- SOOOOOO LOOONG WAAAA!

> Are you not shock to see me there? I think you and van was, and I'm not that stupid to walk there under the bright hot sun. After I'll make sure that you'll come to rescue me when I faint. xD

- Van was only lah. I was so happy :P I know you'll never walk there cause you're not that dumb but it doesnt mean you're not dumb, hehe.

> Yeala yeala, you know a lot about me!

- I proooooo ma~

> So what you dedicated your first visit to Gelateria? Mine is more serious, ok? I even risk being said that I turn bad by some peoples. Your spelling is right, about the name of restaurant.

- Go pool/snooker court only ma! Aiyoyo~

> Your first hug with KK's person is me? I doubt so. You hug Vanessa before in Pyramid before. You told me that, don't trying to bluff me over. I'm too smart for that. =D

-I was a liar :D I am being honest to you now, trust me ! Vanessa Wong is not huggable. Hate her tons :)

> Pn.Chan's taste have problem with the category of Wilson only. I agree, he's not cute!!! Neither do I. xD Plastic surgery is not the right name, liposucktion should be the right name! =)

- YOU ARE BILLION ZILLION TIMES BETTER THAN THAT JERK ;X

> I didn't right about the dick thingy because I don't really know how to write it out and I'm short of time at that time. I think you look like molesting me during our "cat fight". Because of... you put that paper in my pinafore!! How's that?

-HAHA :D Its because you keep running away from me, why did you do so ? :(

> I know the word d i c k is censored~ =) same with many other vulgar words. Keep your mouth clean!

- ALRIGHT, change it to PENIS then ;)

> Anyone with eyes will know that you spammed my chatbox. =[

-Eh, you know those having shortsightedness wont get to see lah xD But they're not blind ehh!

> Hahaha, dei sei! Your mom knows that you're too naughty, so she wouldn't let you go clubbing on your birthday. Or is it your sis and her bf doesn't want you to butt around their love business? LOL, i don't know what I'm talking now.

- HAHA, no lah, its me being a guai lui :) Don't want to get influence from you ma. BAD INFLUENCE!

> Who says I'm leaving, huh?

- Aren't you migrating after form 5 ? :(

> nice day to skip school~ =] got ceramah only~ xD i watch bsb for the whole day! =]

- I have no much interest on bsb matches XD

> eyan and i keep flipping magazines only la~ your results not bad mah~ all better than me~ =D

- Yours are all better than mine now! :)

> sexless marriage? sex in cars? wow~ today teacher didn't teach anything, except for eng

- HAHAHA, i likeeey the book lah :D I told you about it in school already isn't it?

Anyway, to reply Qi Rui here, I didn't get to reply on yr tagboard :( Invite me to your blog puhlease? :(

:)

2009-04-16T22:22:00.000-07:00

Thanks to (>.o)!! for being caring towards me :)
Though I don't know who is it. Hehehe.Maybe He'll, but I still don't see it.

People are shocked to see my hair? Alright, I know its kinda weird and I looked times more mature. Anyway, curly hair is over ya! TATA! Washing it away~

2009-04-16T03:20:00.000-07:00

I guess I only talk in school?
I'm so lone,
all the time.

I can't imagine myself without Eyan. Yet the fact is, she's leaving soon, so soon.
Wei Seine is leaving too, how am I suppose to live on?
Perhaps I should migrate somewhere too. And learn to be independent.
& learn to face being lonely?

Without friends I'm nothing.
I already don't have a family.
I don't have good health ady.

Why is God being so cruel to me

I feel distance with many of my VeryLovedPerson.
Whatever is it, we shall face the fact we can't be together so often.
We do lost contacts for ages.
I don't know if I still love you all like how much I did in the past. Yes we do know we have nothing left much. Nothing much to talk about. WHAT IS LEFT BETWEEN US? Its just because we promised to love each other. But do we seriously still do? When I tell you I am dying or after I am dead would you even drop your tears for me?

My loved ones?
They're far.
She doesnt love me anymore.
She's busy.

The ones that describe their love to me is the deep,
they're lying infact.

I really do understand you all don't mean to hurt me. I understand everything but I can't solve the problem that I am being lonely.

Sometimes when I needed a hug and a call I don't know who is there for me seriously.

你答应我的我都记得但是你却忘了你的承诺

2009-04-16T02:49:00.000-07:00

Meet my new hair :)

Just viewed your profile. I know you wont read my blog anymore cause we're done. :)
I still feel sorry to you, I know I wasn't being good from the start. I shouldn't accept you. & I still think you're cute. Once loved you much for being there for me. You're a great boyfriend :)

2009-04-15T05:28:00.000-07:00

I'm inconsolable. I'm being down these days. Not in the school though. I hate my results. I am stressed. I am having diabetes, God bless me.

I am officially a patient now.
Stopping here,
I have no much strength left to type words after smoking.

I am not gonna carry on my life with any of the past memories.

2009-04-13T23:55:00.000-07:00

Hi,
I am unexplainable-ly weird as usual.

I've no idea whats on my mind.
Even in the class.
My school is having MSSD so almost all the teachers are busy. I slacked for the whole day, and regretted going for school today.

I was day-dreaming in front of the class. Reading the details on the information board, was right standing there. I remembered I was reading Vanessa's name as my class's bendahari, and someone shouted my name on the next moment.

"KHEIYING!"
"Huh?" *was being soooooo blur.

And guess I saw?

Vanessa Wong :)

Can't believe she was right standing in front of me.
I MISS HER ~~mega-ly~~ GIGA-LY ;((

2009-04-13T05:13:00.001-07:00

Cleavage / breast tattoo is awesome.

2009-04-13T05:03:00.000-07:00

I like Kim Kardashian :D
You can see her in Playboy magazines.
She's sexy, and gorgeous.

& I love her wavy hair.

2009-04-13T04:43:00.000-07:00

sexy blonde.

2009-04-13T04:20:00.000-07:00

YOU LOVE PURPLE.

oops, not him :)

2009-04-13T04:15:00.000-07:00

And feel green.

:o !

MY LOVE!

2009-04-13T04:00:00.000-07:00

How about.... pink?

2009-04-13T03:49:00.000-07:00

I AM HYPER.

LOVE THIS MOSTTTTTT.

^Its the hair, not the girl. :x

Don't you think that blue hair is freaking fcukingly cool?

`

2009-04-13T01:56:00.000-07:00

I can't stop listening - its playing on my mind, it only ends when I end my life.
I still can feel that I ~~wantmissloveneedbite~~ you.
Thanks for leaving me behind like I won't feel a thing even a knife stabbed right on my heart,

----------------------

Went out with Wei Seine on Sunday :)

Pictures - Wei Seine's blog.
She's completely a pervert for taking my half naked pictures. The main point is that she threatened me when I was about to tell the whole class the secret about her body! xDAnyway, thanks for the meals. She had gotten herself a furry pencil case and so we're buying one for Eyan soon, too! And I wasted money on skincare products and I am feeling so freaking old.

I found my Moral teacher is fully useless while we were doing notes..

Mengapa tak buat kerja?
I'm reading novel.
Some others : Malaslah!
I'm lazy.

And yeah, the teacher walked away embarrassedly. Or perhaps shamefully is a better word to describe. By the way, that person who didn't do the work and said things is Eyan.

Becoming a slacker again.
Right, I am just surfing the net for Geography thingy.

I don't know what can entertain me now.
Things I used to love, I failed to.
Things I want to do, I can't do.

2009-04-11T07:47:00.000-07:00

:D
:D
:D
:D
:D

I had mood swing again, I want to apolpgy for what I've did to some victims. :(

.

2009-04-11T02:27:00.000-07:00

I found another to enjoy my life.

While reading novel, do a mask too. And get yourself seat with a comfort way, sip your favourite fruit juice or take some tibits :D Chocolate recomended.
I want to stay like this foreveeer.

Hi.

2009-04-09T03:05:00.000-07:00

Good afternooon.

First of all, a YAAAAAY!
Exams are over.
Upcoming ones @ end of May.

I stared at my results I didn't feel surprise, I totally deserved it. I didn't study. Another regret in my life. I am trying to leave my blog for some days but I just have nothing to do. Yea I am addicted. Although so, I wanna try my best to get more interest in studying, and blog will be placed aside.

I mean I'll try, so stop saying "I don't think you can do so." I hope I'll get support from you. Thanks. I am not in a bad mood but I am being serious right now.

Bought some reference books again, went out with Mum. Not going to school tomorrow. I want improvement.

I just have found out one of my girl friends didn't even tell me she's taken. Sighed. I am frustrated, totally.

So bought this book.

In this cover.

Chris is in his forties: bored, lonely, trapped in a loveless, sexless marriage. He's a stranger to the 1970s youth culture of London, a stranger to himself on the night he invites a prostitute into his car. Roza is Yugoslavian, recently moved to London. She's in her twenties, but has already lived a life filled with danger, misadventure, romance, and tragedy. And though she's not a prostitute, when she's propositioned by Chris, she gets into his car anyway. Over the next few months Roza tells Chris the stories of her past. She's a fast-talking Scheherazade, saving her own life by telling it to Chris. And he takes in her tales as if they were oxygen in an otherwise airless world. But is Roza telling the truth? Does it even matter?

loves.

2009-04-06T06:33:00.000-07:00

I think I like this phone :D
Spot the one in white and black.

I don't know the price yet, me and my elder brother (hugo) were guessing the price for the phone. I think its gonna be around 1000. My birthday's coming in one month time! I want this phone as birthday present :D

2009-04-06T05:55:00.000-07:00

Hi, its me again *I know you're bored of hearing this*

I am officially single again!
:D

Anyway, can anyone tell me where did Chai Li went? She's missing! :O

For ze sake of fun,

2009-04-06T00:15:00.001-07:00

Right, don't comment about this :)

Its just fake eye lashes. Don't worry, I'm just playing with it.

2009-04-06T00:05:00.000-07:00

Journey to Muar for tomb sweeping;

Dumbass wei seine.

2009-04-05T23:49:00.000-07:00

Wei Seine is a betrayer.
She didn't come to school and stayed home for revision.
Hate her!

Someone's birthday.

2009-04-05T06:44:00.001-07:00

Post ini dedicated untuk orang di atas ini. ;)

HAHA, okay lah, I'll be a lil bit normal back. Saw the person up there? This people is officially 15, and its fast isn't it? Right, this person is very nice, and nothing else I can comment about.

Just telling here, HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)
May all your dreams come true.
Anyway, what do you want for your birthday?

Wooohoo! One more month in exact till my birthday ! ;) ;)

2009-04-05T06:25:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Today I've been to tomb sweeping at Muar.
Woke up at 9 and reached there in about one hour and a half.

Cam whored in the car. Studied a lil bit about sejarah. But cannot memorize. Was kinda moody? Heard few random songs. And my mood turned moody too. Weeeheehee. Got home at 5 and played with petpetzai, missed it freaking much!

After dinner, bathing and slacking its 9 something already.
Now sitting here to blog and just have done writting my wishlist.
Okay here it is,

- The white top for Baju Kurung (School uniform)
- Fragrance oil
- Shower sponge
- Vita K seaweed mask from the Face Shop (I found it really useful!)
- Toner
- Pimple cream?
- Skin whitening body wash
- A new bag
- A pair of shoes without heels (Getting a heels-less shoe for tuition)
- Armpit hair remover
- Long jeans (Short ones is okay too)

These are the thing I have to buy by myself.
And here're the ones I have to request from parents.

- A new phone
- A new camera
- A puppy

Okay that's all.
Brother came in the room and..
Hugo : Eh, are you going to school tomorrow?
Me : Um ya, you're not going?
Hugo : Yea.
Me : Oh, then I also don't want to go lah, haha.
Hugo : *laughs*

After 30 seconds..
Me : Kai Yuen Kai Yuen Kai Yuen!
Hugo : What?
Me : You told auntie that we're not going ady ah?
Hugo : Not yet ah.
Me : Okay then don't have to tell ady, I am going to school.

CHEN WEI SEINE AND SU EYAN LOOOK HERE!
I sacrificed my one day of ponteng for you both lah.
Seee, how much I cared of my baobei Wei Seine and my lover Eyan !
xD
Haha, no lah, its just because I've been missing you both too much, understand ? :P

P/S : I MISS ANGELINE BABE.

2009-04-04T04:05:00.000-07:00

I held petpetzai near my chin when I was in front of the comp. Its so naughty and keep escaping. And suddenly it didnt move and was so good ;) I feel that its reading the blog with me. :)

I love it when it licks my hand with its tiny tongue, damn chun tau?

lolll.

2009-04-04T01:38:00.000-07:00

I thought its just infatuation & I hope it is. Confession of love is hard. A broken heart has phobia. Maybe I just don't love you that much. Maybe I'm just an idiot that nothing can describe how high is the level of my stupidity. I love you, I know I do and I know how deep it is. 说一声爱你我很想听.

Hello, its me again :D
I spammed Wei Seine's cbox and wasted the whole day playing with webcam.

2009-04-03T22:43:00.000-07:00

Wei Seine is going to parteyyy?!
Where?!
Why didn't she tell me anything about that?!

HAHA.

Okaaay, I am supposed to hang out with my siblings - Hugo & Jaycee last night. But my mum didn't allow them to go for no reason, this is an example bout' the randomness of my mum. And I didn't feel to go, even myself felt like woa, this is the first time I'm not interested in watching midnight show. Just so you (Eyan & Wei Seine) know, I didn't study lah. Don't worry, I just slept at 10. Miracle? Nah, this is the thinking of a girl being mature :) Just trying to be healthier.

Then, they're now heading Times Square for movie. I can't believe I feel not to go. The real reason is that I am seriously broke. Though watching movie is still affordable lah. Don't know eeh, confusing.

:/

The way I slack.

2009-04-03T04:52:00.001-07:00

Hihi people!
Just informing Eyan and Wei Seine...

I really wasn't studying lah. I am always slacking.
=]

See! the way I slackkkkkkk.

2009-04-03T02:21:00.000-07:00

Wooah, Wei Seine made a loong looooong post yoh :)
Okay, you know Eyan? She's mad studying now.
And Wei Seine is just the same.
And me.......?

Slacking still :)

Blogging is quite boring. Every thing that I wanna blog out here is all written at Wei Seine's blog. Reading hers is so much better lah, without all the improper and problematic grammar.

Vivien Wee is officially my another bao bei now! *weeheehee*
Exams are on next Tuesday ahhh.

Btw, Yen Theng, have a great 15th birthday. :) (3rd of April)
Can't believe I am younger than you. Suppose I older than you right?
Haha, just to judge through the body size.
Anyway, may anything and everything you wished to come truee.
loves, you're my pet sister, still remember? Some more I am your kai jie, lol.

Let's see... Who's up next?

Umm, in my friends list, Vanessa Wong's on 6th of April.
Will blog about that soon yeah, not now lah, its still far away. I mean quite xP

After that its gonna be Li Zen's,. okay. Its on 16th of April. Sorry yea, seeked on your ic number in the school today, hehe.

And Wai Ting's is also on 16th.. Well maybe I can celebrate with her. She used to be my very good friend since form one. Though kinda lost contact now, eheh.

~

2009-04-02T22:10:00.000-07:00

I am waiting Wei Seine to blog :P

...

2009-04-01T23:29:00.000-07:00

hey ho.
I am waiting time to pass.

Waiting to bath, but just had taken my lunch so gotta wait for awhile yeahs.

April's Fool.

2009-04-01T02:29:00.000-07:00

Happy April's Fool :)

Got pranked by Wei Seine, so funney ._. Unhappy day, emo.
I swear I'll keep my voice well after exams cause I need to sing a lot.

I want an unforgettable birthday :(But it must be nothing special, gonna sleep for the whole day?
Frustrated? Maybe.

Oh ya, my birthday's on Wedneday. GODDAMNIT, nevermind, I'll spend it with my dear Eyan and baobei Wei Seine then. ;)

Its just RANDOM.

!

2009-03-31T04:20:00.001-07:00

Dedicated to... :)

hehehe

2009-03-31T03:10:00.000-07:00

I've been playing a lot :)
Having fun with the comp. Started to play games non-stoply.
And exams are freaking near, I won't bother I swear.

So bored with my life, I feel like dying & I am. =]

Someday I'll invite you to my funeral.

~

2009-03-29T13:33:00.000-07:00

My blogskin turned white, xD Sorry, I am being toooo lifeless. I am still awake @ 4.33.

I want to sing !
Hehe, my nose is bleeding :)

xxx

Hello hello! I didn't sleep for the whole night & I am going to prepare for school now! Tata :)

2009-03-29T11:40:00.000-07:00

Bad day.

Went out to Carson bubble tea and met up with Vanessa at around 1. Wei Seine joined us then, I don't know what time is it. I am seriously mad with my family and so I decided to run away from home. I went to Vanessa's house since 7 and watched The Shutter & Mirrors with her cousin too. The Shutter is better for me. Wanted to walk home when its about 11 but her daddy won't allow for sure. I feel so much like crying. :/

Thanks Angeline babe for her call, I feel better now.
Having school tomorrow? Maybe.

I think I am not okay now. I think I am not gonna sleep tonight. I think I am running away from home. & the most important thing to say,

Vanessa, I'm sorry for disturbing you and your family, I don't mean to but I really have nowhere to go already, thank you so much for everything. I am still sorry for bothering. Thanks for the day, you're such a nice friend. Thanks for being there, the moment I need to be away from my house. & someday when I want to run away again I'll never go your house again, haha, cause you'll stop me from doing that :/ Once again, sorry and thank you! Baby van van, I love you so much. :)

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO!

- I am being emo agaaain. :(

Heard of the song "I Will Be" by Arvil lavigne feat. Leona Lewis? The greatest song I've heard. :)

ANYWAY,
FOR PICTURES, REFER TO MOJOJOJO's blog. :)

songs.

2009-03-28T08:54:00.000-07:00

Currently using Ray's laptop.

Damn love using his laptop. He has all my favourite songs, the mandarin emo songs..

双失情人节〉手机浪漫〉我只在乎你〉大哥〉大哭包〉屋顶〉白色风车〉笨蛋〉花的嫁纱〉现在很想你〉你不是好情人〉非你莫属〉心雨＞富士山下〉别在伤口撒盐〉一个人生活〉黑色毛衣〉你很爱她〉我会好好过〉黛玉笑了〉隐性的翅膀〉一千零一个愿望〉眼底星空〉你不在〉爱笑的眼睛〉心乱如麻〉对你有感觉〉祝我生日快乐〉珊瑚海＞我不配〉手放开〉香水有毒〉爱我还是他〉男人ｋｔｖ＞被风吹过的夏天〉你那么爱她〉爱情树〉独唱情歌〉离家出走〉月牙湾＞千里之外〉爱我别走〉熟能生巧〉相爱无梦〉爱我的资格〉天灰〉发如雪〉很想说〉专属天使〉爱才〉你比从前快乐〉好好恋爱〉对不起不是你〉他不准我哭〉我要的爱〉暧昧〉心谈〉遗失的美好〉至少还有你〉痴心绝对〉我很想爱她〉我可以〉爱如潮水

好好听哦。

untitled.

2009-03-28T02:24:00.000-07:00

Seeing your red swollen eyes in the picture, reminded me of the good days we used to be together and so close to each other, & nothing's left between us now.

Or maybe I am not supposed to trust you from the beginning. I am forgotten. I am important no more.
I knew it would be like this, its just that I refuse to trust that my thoughts are always right. I thought you're better than this seriously.

Never mind, its over.
Though I think I care. :/

Picture talk.

2009-03-27T05:17:00.000-07:00

Hello I am blogging now hahaha.

Me izz emo.

Got a lil hypered before going tuition.

After tuition :)

Me heartzx petpetzai. (the rabbit)

So freaking stuck with projects yet lazy.

Funeral.

Till then.

~

2009-03-27T02:54:00.000-07:00

hahaha. as usual, went tution after school. Saw lizen outside of the tuition centre and had so much fun with Dhivhia. Sitting with her is like so suffering cause you'll laugh untill you're suffocating. :P Wore long sleeve's on purpose, the air-con is toooo cold.

Thank God its Friday, can get a break now.I don't want to blog,

*

2009-03-26T09:25:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to blog about. Busy life is meaningful life. I don't wanna blog much :)
I wanna grow taller, prettier and more glamorous. AND MOSTLY SMARTER & HEALTHIER, AND I WANT MONEY! :P
I want a hair cut too :(
I hope people can keep my secret. I know its weird sharing a secret with a some kind like stranger to me.
Trust me, I don't mean to skip the class. Its just that there's no teacher :x

Girls are so magical, soft skin, red lips so kissable.
Okay maybe I don't want to be cool, I don't want be pretty, I don't want to be anything or anyone, I just want to be me :)
Well actually I want to be flat. You know the so called......airport?

-

2009-03-25T03:53:00.000-07:00

Carlyne is a dummy !
Haha, yeah people I do bite and I bit and she has been bitten :)

P/s :
Feel W-O-A to see Angeline with her new hairstyle :P

Pictures.

2009-03-24T06:27:00.000-07:00

Pictures during outing with Angeline for the four days in a row :)

Just got down from the taxi, heading night mart :)

Retards :D

Dmn adorable, isnt it? :)

MNG.

Saw the blue skirt? I love it so much. :(
Me love the top shop & zara.

Before movie.

She's running out from the house to my place :P

Unknown shop.

Nichii!

A sushi shop :)

Forever 21.

Saw the one in my pictures? I heart her lots <3

-

2009-03-23T23:17:00.001-07:00

Getting started with projects =]

~

2009-03-23T11:10:00.000-07:00

Kindly leave yr blog's account's address if you want me to invite you to the blog. =]

R.I.P.

2009-03-23T10:03:00.000-07:00

I found blogging is a lil boring like finally. I am losing interest of it. Thank God.

I went for the funeral thingy of my uncle-in-law.
Arrived somewhere I don't know and I didn't ask cause I was so seriously exhausted at maybe 6. Got down from the car, I saw my aunt, she cried a lot, I can see that from her red eyes, like she applied eye shadow. I didn't say a thing, just helped with the yellow papers.
This is the first time for me to attend funeral thingy. I felt scared to watch the dead body from the coffin. I managed to see the face.
When it reached 10.30, they started to burn the cars and all those thing made up of paper. I am shocked to see Mok Pui Pui there. & more shocked to know she's my uncle-in-law's niece. Things happened.
I got home at 11.45 and slept at 3. Woke up at 3 today, sorry for being absent for the school. Oh ya, Eyan and Wei Seine and Dhivhia and Li Wen and Hui Sin and Carlyne I miss you people tons :D

Rest in peace uncle, we love you.

P/s: I want the pictures from Angeline :(

Tag.

2009-03-21T22:52:00.000-07:00

Directions:
Once you've been tagged, you've to write a blog or a note on Facebook with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you.
At the end, choose 10 people to tag, listing their names and why you choose them.

1. I am random.
2. I can stay in the toilet for hours.
3. I live well without comp and phone.
4. I love and hate my family.
5. I like weird things.
6. I hate sms-ing.
7. I love her but I hate her.
8. I am turning to bisex.
9. I am turning weirder as days passed.
10. I want a happy birthday.
11. I want to get back to 07 & 08.
12. I want All A's for my PMR.
13. I want a new phone.
14. I hate window shopping.
15. I love money.
16. I want money.

TAG 10 people :
Um, no, I am not tagging anyone. =]
Thanks for tagging me, Pei Sie darling!

死性不改

2009-03-21T22:47:00.000-07:00

Damn, my mum kept scolding cause I havent take my breakfast and lunch even its 2.15.

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuh.

2009-03-21T13:08:00.000-07:00

Randomly, I am damn I mean like effinly feeling weird. Worst than ever you know.
I was like away from house for few days, and went out with angeline for a couple days, non-stoply. I had so much fun.

I SHALL MAKE IT SIMPLE.

Day one was about @ Sunway Pyramid.
Karaoke-ed, and watched "Sex Drive", I know our looks are always old enough to enjoy a rated 18PL movie.

Day two, we were totally slackers. Stayed in my house for the whole Goddamn-ed day playing with rabbit and went to Angeline's house at around 7 o'clock with Angeline's dad fetching. Talked to her sister until 2, can't stand and went to dreams. Watched "Beverly Hills Chihuahua" too.

Day three, a good day in Mid Valley, I've bought two pairs of heels, and Angeline bought a shorts. We were bad. Watched "The Watchmen", rated 18PL again and "Hotel For Dogs". Had our first time of buying skincare products together. Got our dead bodies home at around 11.15 by taking cab. Talked to her sister again until 2, her sister is really a good people to have funny talks. I SUPER LOVED THE DAY!

Day four, I thought I was supposed to meet Hanhan they all at Mid Valley but they blew it off.
SIGHED, :/ So I get to wake up really late. We then went to Mid Valley like again for "The Tale Of Despereaux". Damn, I don't like this movie! Went night market and went back to Angeline's house which is 1km away from it in heels. Dinner's done at 10.30 and I'm on my way home.

Things happened, seriously, like my uncle-in-law had just passed away during a hill walk. He just went fainted and dead.

Everything is just fine until I smoke, and someone from my school saw it when I was in Kota Ria. And I vomited. Things are screwed up. After bathing, it was around 2 and I called dummy Vanessa and she's dreaming already. :( And so watched "Bride Wars" which I bought it in the night mart, pirated DVD, its obvious.

CONCLUSION : Six movies in three days, bombastic! Uncle-in-law was no more on earth. Hearts my great heels. Feeling old to buy skincare products. Love puppies. I've been spitting a lot. Hate vomiting. MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

Oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS JOEY!
Stay gorgeous and may all your dreams go real. Sorry cause I didn't get to attend your fantastic birthday party, but I'm sure you had great time. =]

Pictures about my outings will be posted as soon as I got them from Angeline.

Post Script : I hope everyone to read this.
Please See : I MISS EVERYONE & I WANT PARTY!
Please Please See : I WANT TO MEET YOU PEOPLE SO BADLY.
Please Please Please See : I WANT MORE HOLIDAYS! AND MONEY :D

I am repeating, my phone is dead. Oh bye, its 5.20 now. I wrote things more than you should know.

RANDOM.

2009-03-17T08:14:00.000-07:00

I am coughing my lungs out, want one ? :D
Loving this song once again ; Thinking of you - Katy Perry. I like the lyrics.

Not gonna be free until monday? :O

random.

2009-03-16T20:10:00.000-07:00

SO CONFUSED.
No one talks to me and I cant blog it here so I took out my diary and wrote a little.
I seriously am bursing my head off.

I thought it could be simple but it doesnt seem to be, fucks.
Got my bipolar disorder sickness back.
Thanks petpetzai {my sister's just-bought-rabbit} for accompanying me for this whole morning.
I am buying a dog! Papa please? Dont always say that you're busy cause its just one of your way to reject my craving.

Hey Vanessa Wong I am not happy okay :O

~_~

2009-03-16T01:14:00.000-07:00

Addictive song!

Can't stop listening to Sugar - Flo Rida feat. Wynter. & Eh eh - Lady Gaga {SUPER LOVEDDDD}

haha,

2009-03-15T20:35:00.001-07:00

Sometimes I...

really cannot see whats the difference between me and my sister ? :O

camwhoredpicts.

2009-03-15T06:41:00.000-07:00

EVERYTHING I DID IS JUST BECAUSE I JUST WANT TO STAY HAPPY.

Retardly retarded -_-

sensored/censored.

~_~

RAWRR!

Hello everyone I am bored, hehehe. Being unavailable is quite fun. I got my lil bibi now, hahahaha :D Though sometimes I feel weird, I still hope we can get along better and for a long time. & we're getting better. I want to be serious, hahahaha. No matter what do you think about him lah okay. I think I really started to miss him?

[added]A fucker just argued with me, screwed up!
But he *<3*>It cannot be right?!

[/added]

Angeline~ cari CJ lah! Let's hang out together ^_^ I want to meet him!
I don't know why I feel like crapping~ Nothing to blog about. I am slacking & sick too,.

Loves.

2009-03-14T21:42:00.000-07:00

First thing to blog about.
Happy Birthday, Gareth!
All the best to you in anything and everything.

Woke up at 8 in the morning cause I cannot sleep for the whole night. Keep having nightmares & some more, I am sick! *sore throat* No choice then, watched cartoons in the whole morning, sms everyone but nobody replies !

Then I thought of Gareth's birthday and sent him a wishing sms. So blah on then. Reached 10.30, seriously nothing to do already, went to sleep. Woke up at 12.30 & happy to recieve replies from people. Mum actually woke me at 11.00 but she's understanding and let me to continue my sleep, yippey.

Start from yesterday,
I am not single anymore. :)
Quite happy to have him, he's sweet!:D
Not gonna tell more here. Maybe in the future I'll.

Preparing for family outing again. I wish I still can have my voice :(
Replying tags when I am home.

:O

2009-03-13T19:30:00.000-07:00

I was really blur nowadays. Woke up in the morning and lay on the bed for 30 minutes thinking what day is today. I thought its Friday, lmao.

Had a sweet sweet dream. I think I'm really bad to forget the person that I loved so much so easily, cause the person did it to me too. Anyway, its the past, I don't want to recall the memories.

Went morning mart with mum at around 9. She bought things. Back home and now sitting here blogging.

=]

;D

2009-03-13T03:00:00.000-07:00

You leave me breathless..

You coloured my life. You made me laugh. You dum dum =]
Its my secret, I love you. I feel like I online is just for you. All my time is dedicated to you. I think I looked really stupid laughing and smiling in front of the comp stupidly. :P

:)

2009-03-12T09:18:00.000-07:00

ILoveHim, finally a new him.

2009-03-11T23:58:00.000-07:00

OhMyGod!

I can't believe I met up with my babes :(
Missed SMK Sri Sentosa so freaking lots :(

I feel like crying :(
I still love SMK Sri Sentosa :(
2007 is the the best of the best year I've been through.

Next week's michelle's bday party, hope to attend. I miss my ex-school friend ah!
Shouting out these words :
I LOVE MY LENGZAI GANG'S PEEPS.

Jiayi/Angeline/Vki/Chaili/Hanhan/KahYuet/Michelle, we're still in one.
We still rock each other's world.

JiaYi is still so cute.
Angeline is still that playful.
Vki is still that pretty.
Chai Li is still that good.
Hanhan is still that thin.
Kah Yuet is still that smart.
Michelle is still lovely.

Everyone remained the same as I remembered, when all of us were form one's.
I don't know how's Yee Bin.
I saw lots of people! Damn excited that time y'know. I feel my legs are shaking slightly. Feel wordless cause I am tooo happy. I saw all the people there. I saw all my friends! I saw the people I always miss so much! Yes, soon I'll think of a way and all of us go yam cha aite?

I MISS EVERYONE.
Sorry I can't shift back. I promise. I'll try all my best to visit you guys as often as can be.

& People say I grown mature, look more like 25?

BACK.

2009-03-11T03:16:00.001-07:00

Sorry I can't keep my promise.
Seriously blanked time is tooo much that's why I can't stand the way so itchy without blogging or anything~

I will blog lesser, a better solution.

Today was my first day to ponteng the school. Came out early cause I don't want to wait for the malay to have their region's class while the not-malay's have to stay in school for nothing.
This is why Eyan says I am racist! Its so unfair.

I am out of my mind. Why am I so unlucky recently? For KH I lost my materials for the wood thingy, & I lost my halfway doing's projects. (Geo & Sej)
Though my work is a lil better in the spraying compared to Eyan's & Wei Seine's.
I teared actually when I was talking to Eyan and Wei Seine about the lost of my projects. I didn't know people steal projects too! It doesn't worth money so wth are you going to do with that ? My ugly handwriting you also want right? Go ~~fuck~~ yourself -.-

*trying not to be vulgar.
I guess the person must be a dickhead or else the girl must be very immoral. If I found who took it I'll smash the project that consists my part of work I tell you. Though its not really nice but I worked hard on it you idiot!

& Read blogs.
Mood went so so bad.
SHOUT OUT LOAD HEREEEEEEEEEEEE :
I MISS HLCMKJAV(Hanhan, Liewliew, Chaili, Michelle, Kah Yuet, Jovy, Angeline, Vki) SO DAMN MUCH.I miss us ;/
We used to rock the school right? :/

Somehow tomorrow we'll meet up cause I'll be there!
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE.

;)

2009-03-10T01:52:00.000-07:00

click to see.
love!

You're spinning my hair right round right round when you go down when you go down down..

2009-03-07T21:49:00.000-08:00

More pictures I've gotten from the internet.

The big stage in supper club. I likey this ! :O

Thats all :)

Supper club, Hartamas @ 7th of March 2009.

With Jaycee, Ray (Jaycee's boyfriend), Ray's friends and me, we went to Supper Club which located at Hartamas.

I was kinda damn high? haha.

I love this pic.

Toilet.

Look! Ray was the worst drunken people.

My sister was the driver. This was my first time of getting drunk by drinking some kind like Coke mixes with don't know what, and its alcoholic drink! Omg, I cannot believe this, really. But that night I was really high!

:D

Took a lot of pictures that are really blur. So these are the better ones.
Everyone was drunk lah :xAll I remembered is I knocked someone's head, fell down the stairs *cause I still see the injury now :/*

Darn excited, let's go again ! :)

MAYBE THE LAST.

2009-03-05T03:46:00.000-08:00

Maybe.
Maybe still going yoh.
I decided.
If I am going, I'll make my one last post about it.
Or else, this is the last one.
I am no more a blogger neither a friendster-er nor a facebook-er :D

Tata people.
One last thing to tell.
I missed Angeline Vki Chaili Jia Yi Kah Yuet Hanhan Ying Jie Vanessa Wong like hell. :/
Not in sequence.

RememberIloveyou:)

Goodbye. I am tired of waiting. Damn fed up & now I give up.
Maybe I'll come and blog when its my birthday.

Urghhh.

2009-03-05T02:46:00.000-08:00

Yay! Finally went Lola as I wished :)
Went with Jaycee today, after school. Reached Sunway Pyramid at about 3.30. ~~Took a cig (guess I am still a smoker.) & a police car was right infront of us. But I do look like 18 or above, so its nothing to be afraid about.~~Jaycee's gonna buy a new phone so went to ask for the price for the phone.

Right after was my visit to Lola, a boutique. Its closing down I guess so things are really cheap. Bought a dress for tonight at bar celona though I think my sister has a lot of clothes and dresses or anything for club going. Cause what? Its so darn cheap. Original price was 89.90 and it went to a 39 bucks, darn chun isn't it? Wei Seine you should really visit this shop! But urgh, no trying.

Went to the toilet and tried it on. It just looks great. Love it. Shopping as usual but no photos for today.

Why?

Cause I left my phone that is still charging in the house and Jaycee left it in the car.
So, nothing more. I'll wear it to the club today so you're gonna see it soon.
Oppps! not going already I think, hehe. Sorry =)

Enough.

2009-03-04T05:36:00.000-08:00

Ended love.
Miss no more.

I am done with your naggings about homeworks.
You know what? My sis went mad just because of homeworks.
Everytime I see her in the house she's doing homework, seriously.

I think she's toooooooooo stress and my mum asked her to stop her college again ?
What?
Jaycee, stop being so hardworking okay.
You're going mad if you don't relax.

Stop it, stop being so serious towards studies, even mum says you do need it.

...Yes I am waiting, tomorrow, party, barce.

Sian like hell.

2009-03-04T04:07:00.000-08:00

Boyfriend?

Freakingly bored in the school today. Made Wei Seine mad at me. I am so sorry, I'll never play like this again, I promise.

I want to get my ass off the house now, its so bored staying home. Feel like suiciding, I feel so lonely. Feel like crying for no reason. I can't understand how people stay happy all the time. I miss Sentosa's friends like maaaaad.

Gonna cry myself to sleep. Maybe clubbing though.
I am gonna crack my head, I lost the whole kerja kayu thingy. Oh man, kill me. -.-

Sharing a song here. Damn nice.

Lyrics for it ;
泳:在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了天晴朗了我就走

林: 你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
还来不及对你说
迟到的我的心动

泳:你的好你的坏
林: 我的脾气你最懂
泳:我不要你心疼我(林: 我不要你离开我)
合:明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

泳:我对你感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)
合: 对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林: 我并不是你的唯一)
合: 还微笑祝福你

林: 你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
泳:我从来没对你说
压抑的我的心动

林: 我的好我的坏我的脾气你最懂
泳:我不要你来心疼我
合:明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

泳:我对你感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)
合: 对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林: 我并不是你的唯一)
合: 还微笑祝福你

泳:爱情总让人折磨
林: 所以我们才选择
合: 做比情人更好的朋友

泳:我对你感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)
合: 对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林: 我并不是你的唯一)
合: 还微笑祝福你

Lastly, all the best for sentosarians in your exams, lovedd.

Mood-diee.

2009-03-03T01:59:00.000-08:00

Turning to a moody people now.

I cannot do things that I want, I cannot get people that I love. I know my life is way better for many people already but I am not happy enough. I wish I can stop going to school right now.

And there’s so many things
that I want you to know
I wont give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

Hari Ponteng.

2009-03-03T01:40:00.001-08:00

Sorry, you really cannot blame me for being so lifeless. What I have toooo much is time, so I should waste it by blogging.

Goddamnit. I lost in two bets you know! One bet is with Wei Seine, I bet her Maths's paper will be better than mine. To make it simple and easy to understand, I'll write it out in this way.

THE DOCUMENT OF CONCEALMENT
BETWEEN WEI SEINE AND KHEI YING

If Wei Seine loses (W.S gets better results)
- She has to say : I treat you more than a friend, xxxxx. To xxxxxx in English.

If Khei Ying loses (K.Y gets better results)
- She cannot skip school/class for 75 days unless she has medical certification (and show it to me and W.S) or unless it is her birthday (6/5)
Date of starting : 3-3-2009 to 18-5-2009

Signature of W.S Signature of K.Y

-

Eyan wrote it, we try to make it formal. I guess she retyped the whole thing and printed it out in an A4 paper and waiting me to sign on it today? Sorry for being abscent for today. Since I hadn't sign on it, it means I still can skip school.

Another one was with Hui Sin. I have to change my surname to the same like hers if I get higher marks than me for Geo. And once again, I am the loser. :/ So now I am Quek Khei Ying ?

Its still superbly fun tho. I love my crazy friends. We rock don't we?

AHHHHHH!

2009-03-02T17:45:00.000-08:00

I am always a retard :)

WAHA, everyday is still a good day to skip school.
MUMMY I LOVE YOU JUST SO SO SO SO SO MUCH FOR ALOWING ME TO SKIP THE SCHOOL OFF :D

Morning. Read up something about someone's horoscope. I guess you're still in my heart. Had been two years. Damn, its just ridiculous.

Bukit tinggi, Jusco.

2009-03-01T23:46:00.000-08:00

F.O.S.

I went to that Jusco at Bukit Tinggi with my family as scheduled. Supposed to pick up the tickets booked, but the staff says my brother booked the ticket for the wrong day. Whatever then. Since my parents resist to watch Love Matters. Oh fine, we'll buy the tickets. Most of the seats are booked so we separate into two groups. My parents and younger brother went for Love Matters while we three go for Seven Pounds by Will Smith. No comment for this movie.

Went for dinner. On the way home, we four sang all the pop songs, damn funny. HAHAHA. Finally home & that's it. =]

300 th.

2009-03-01T23:33:00.000-08:00

RELINK : http://bipolardisorder--jlky.blogspot.com/:)

Gotten stupid results. The previous results list I've given is all wrong. And now don't mention about it again. Not a good topic to talk about.

Emo-ed for some time in the class. Feel so bored & weird with the mood. Unhappy? uhh, reasonless. TOLD YOU I AM A BIPOLAR DISORDER PERSON. Since today is bad, why don't we talk about yesterday? :)

The post is upcoming.

:/

2009-02-28T05:43:00.000-08:00

My addict..

下雨天了怎麼辦我好想你
我不敢打給你我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音變得好熟悉
沈默的場景做你的代替
陪我等雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘一個人擦淚
一個人好累

怎樣的雨怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實沒有我你分不出那些
差別結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過
別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

期待讓人越來越疲憊
誰和我一樣等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘一個人擦淚
一個人好累

怎樣的雨怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實沒有我你分不出那些差別
結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過
別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

怎樣的雨怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實沒有我你分不出那些差別結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過
別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

What a day.

2009-02-28T04:12:00.000-08:00

Looking pale.

Got back my bike from Vanessa. Eeee, I miss my bike leh, hehe. I woke up early in the morning and made breakfast for myself. Watched cartoons and slacked for the whole day. Read a lil about the form two's History textbook. And made jelly! Sweet corn flavour, yum yum. Hehe, went mart with my momma too. I wish I can stay like this for the rest of my life :o
My life so meaningless right. I am waiting for nothing but death?
Oh no no, I am still longing for the day to meet up with my babes!

Anyway, I love Justin Timberlake. :)

:D

2009-02-27T21:54:00.000-08:00

Fantasy girl, fantasy what? Fantasy girls all over the world.

I feel like flying in the sky due to hyperness attack :D

I am having Bipolar Disorder which means...
A mental condition that makes you go from extremely down to extremely high without any reason. It is caused by a chemical imbalance in the brain. The only thing to do for it is medications called mood stablizers. They will lower the highs and raise the lows. Sort of leveling you out to even. There is no cure. If you have it, you will have it forever. With medication you will have a pretty normal life. I would recommend you go see your family doctor and discuss your symptoms with him, if he thinks you may have Bipolar Disorder he will refer you in the right direction.

I need more caring, hahaha. Hope to meet up with Angeline & the others smkss's friends. Damn, I miss them like hell. I think I'll for a visit on next week. Papa will be fetching me. I want to watch movies and sing-k like mads', anyone kindly join? Leave a tag, LOVE! :))

bytheway,

2009-02-26T08:28:00.000-08:00

Presenting you some pictures stored.

I like my hair in this way :)
I want it to be longer, urgh.

> Vivien, Wei Seine and Eyan.

Eyan, Vivien and Wei Seine.

During Mandarin class on a Wed. The first day to see Wei Seine with braces :)
Looking better in braces, I love braces!

Dhivhia! :D

Vanessa Wong. Or you prefer me calling her Heartbroken?
During maths tuition @ Dunia Didik, fridays, 3 to 4.30.

Wei Seine QQ oh ~ :P
Ignore my redish eyes okay.
During Valentine's day in ma room !

Cheers.

Okay.

2009-02-26T07:37:00.000-08:00

Okay, now, I am back with a better mood.

Wei Seine's message on my tagboard had reminded me about Pn. Chan. The English teacher that Eyan hated and hatred. She's being hated by me now, too. Know what? I didn't sit acordingly by the list set up by my form teacher.
Which I changed it to the table behind Eyan.
I got caught by this English teacher and she said she's going to reduce 10 marks each person from me and eyan's English paper. I felt like WTF to hear this. Well, I didn't bother a thing. Just that, Eyan I am sorry for this. It was my fault. Though you asked me to change too, but I was the one changing. Shouldn't have involved you :(

AND NOW,
I hope every teacher that teaches me dies,

I realised I am a superb hardworking blogger, I blog for times in a day, hehe. Btw, I am watching "Love Matters" on this Sunday, with my family :)

Tada!

dee-daa-dum.

2009-02-26T07:29:00.001-08:00

What am I supposed to blog about? Hmm. I've no idea. I feel damn moody right now. I think I should private my blog and open for my girls that truly understand me. So I can seriously share everything, unlike without the privacy's.

This time, you left me.
I am getting a boyfriend.

& I love roses.

:_:

2009-02-25T23:44:00.000-08:00

I thought you're better than this. But you never were, just my thoughts.
I won't bother to know anything about you already, I swore. Every one is the witness.

You led me to get rid of the phobia loving someone but you hurt me worst than anyone cause at the time you were my all.
Overall, I hate you.
Why was it you to make me love deeply and to turn the love to hate......I thought I met someone that I can't live without & can't live without me. Is this named as naive? I ain't & I dont want to be one. I just was cheated with my dummy eyes closed. I ought never trust you. You gained my trust with your words that I thought that I never will believe in......

My God! I hate people with the British's Eng accent.

Gr8 day.

2009-02-25T23:20:00.001-08:00

HEY YOU! KNOW WHAT?!
EXAMS ENDED!

= time to party until the a.m. = time to rock the shopping mall = time to meet up my babes = time to go anywhere I want = time to throw the books away = time to buy a new phone = time to buy a puppy = time to do anything = time to watch movies like nuts = time to sleep for the whole day = time to keep emo through the day

& to..

GO HYPER IN WHATEVER WAY I WANT.
Oh ya, tomorrow's a holiday, for me though, tuition still goes on.
*Perhaps I should skip the class? :P*

;)

2009-02-25T07:04:00.000-08:00

During the exams'..
I actually enjoyed a lot studying and sitting for the exam.
Big thanks to Eyan and Wei Seine, they two are my biggest pressure and it came to be the motivation.
Though I wasn't really happy after school, going school is better in staying home.

Being alone is not really sad overall ,accept the fact being lonely is more sympathetic ; missing someone is still the worst thing to do, I will never love anyone this much again.

Yes, I still hate you a lot since the first day I considered myself to hate you.

Mood's condition.

2009-02-24T08:23:00.000-08:00

I know I might fail every subjects, my mood remained to be pretty fine as you can see in the school. What do I actually mean by a pretty fine mood? It meant to be suckish, more than the max that it could possibly be.
I woke up from ma freaking coldish bed as the alarm rang. I wanted to bath but I found I am not having enough time to do so. I wanted to pee so I pulled off my pants, and guess what?
First day exam, first day period.

The first paper was Science combined paper. (with paper 1 and 2) I took a glance on the questions and feel like, woah! Oh-so-easy! & off I went, I started the paper. While I was doing it half way, I think my brain was blanked by that time. In out of sudden, everything I studied *that I thought I could do them correctly with a 100% sure* turned to things that I dont know how to do at all. Sighed.
Tho, I was happily talking stuffs with my friend during recess time without holding any reference books like I used to do.
I grinned, I smiled, I laughed and I was happy.

Finally georaphy paper was served right in front of me.
Read the few of the questions and went like "Woah, hard betul."
Summarised words : Gun shooted 40 questions out of 50.

Bm was better. Wordless.

Having BI, Maths, Moral tests for tomorrow.
Coming up next, KH, Sejarah, Art and partey like nobody's business.

bythewayyy, blog skin changed :)
I'm still awake @ 3.15 am.

Here I am :)

2009-02-23T00:14:00.000-08:00

I wonder what is blog for since I heard Eyan's comment about the bloggers. Perhaps most of us used blog in a wrong way? Maybe its just for those business thingy.

Being a blogger for quite a time, I think what I blog from the starting to now, are totally different. From the start, I blogged a lot about my feelings, and now I was blogging for things about my life.
Who the hell cares to know?
-A FavQ to my own self. Yeah, with the answer "I was the one that blog for the sake of fun?"

What's your answer?

Hari Sukan's good with the holiday given on the next day. Today's a holiday for SMK Kota Kemuning's peeps. Though exam's on tomorrow, I still dont want to care about it :}
Its just some chicken exam, so ignore.

From Chay Fhei, the Green house won in Hari Sukan. Either Yellow house or I forgotten which house gotten the second. The third I didn't ask. Congrats yo. Last friday I attent my first tuition class at Dunia Didik. Well, for maths. Was kinda fun, Vanessa and Dhivia were there. Hehe.

These days, I've been thinking about my ambition. Since I was a little girl, I do not have an ambition. When teachers ask about my ambition, most of the time, which I mean every time, I was lying about my own ambition. Cause I have not think of it. & now? I'm nearly a grown-up person. Should really think of my future job.

What stream am I going when I reach form 4?
What subject will I be taking when I reach the age going college?

I can't think of a suitable job for me!
I just want to be a housewife, but isn't it meaningless?

I woke up at 7.38 in the morning today, I remember. Watched cartoons till 8.30 and saw my dad. I was munching guava and I talked to my papa. Slacked until 4.17. Going to bath soon, I am still in pyjamas, eee-ee!
I viewed the picture of MTM from Vivian Chong's friendster profile. How I wished I could attend that thingy tooo. :(

Anyway, the ladies were damn chio.

With love, kheiying.

Enough.

2009-02-21T08:05:00.000-08:00

The idiots that have nothing to do but giving my phone number everywhere, stop doing it, or else, I'll change my ph number as well.

Photos.

2009-02-21T07:39:00.001-08:00

Some pictures about the grand opening of Angeline's papa's office.

These are not all, refer to Angeline's blog for more.

A day with Angeline :)

2009-02-21T04:09:00.000-08:00

First of all, things to tell two beauties.
Vivian Chong and Chay Fhei!
Why you girls privated yr blogs? Can't reply you. Add me in your invitated users' list please :(

JUMPING TO THE TOPICS!

Spent my day with Angeline's papa's office's grand opening from 8.50 in the morning to around 6.40?
:)

Happy me, gotten roses in a stupid way, btw. Thanks for everything, thanks for the day.

A fun day, but hot weather! 99% pictures with Angeline, hence, will upload after she has sent them to me. Or refer to her blog when she made the post about today.

Like finally, met up with Angeline babey! :)
& Exam's coming, gonna get ready for it!

Why the trip to Wei Seine's house is blowed off? Eyan, I need your tutorials! :/

Carlyne :)

2009-02-19T02:10:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday!
May all yr dreams come true.

Love you.
:)

Sorry about everything for today, I was just moody.

Another school day :}

2009-02-18T01:17:00.000-08:00

Happy day :)
Kissed a dummy named Carlyne.

Her birthday's on tomorrow! : D
Looking forward for it.

P/s : Thank Kylie for the lollipop.

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2009-02-15T22:36:00.001-08:00

LISTEN UP.
I am fine, don't have to worry about me. & I don't need you to be worried about me.

After school, as usual, waited my brother until 1.45.
During waiting, I went 7-11 with the other two girls from primary school *the auntie fetching me home fetches them too*.

I grabbed the standard 4 girl which more likely seemed to be around standard 1's hand when we cross the road. Everyone asked if she's my sister and come on guys! We're having different surnames, my pap only has a wife okay.

Emo in the periods after recess time. I know I was weird being not hyper as it was just the first time. Wei Seine, Eyan, in future you'll see it more. Wearing baju kurung makes me fall while I walk on the stairs.

Got home, ate and now blogging. Going to bath & sleep, tat.

15th Feb.

2009-02-15T03:53:00.000-08:00

My life would suck without you?
The old me is dead and gone, the new me will be alright.

Like finally, Valentine's Day is over :}
I said out mine, so tell me yours !

Am I weird for not going Sunway Pyramid on Valentine's Day but the day after? Went there and bought a school bag, had dinner at O.U.G. & so now blogging.

SERIOUSLY OBSSESSED WITH THE SONG, Fantasy Girls by Caprice.
Shocked to know Caprice is a malaysian! Check out how awesome he is, right here.

Awesome kan?

*If you see me in MSN, you know I can't stop listening to that song.
A song making Malaysian & Malaysia proud !

** Nothing gets between us, my fantasy girl.

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2009-02-14T05:49:00.000-08:00

Well, not today.

My MSN personal message,
Anyone be my bf please? 100% accept you.
Had responses, didn't know someone even read that, hahaha.
If you aren't retarded you'll know I am just joking. I know the people are joking too!

I went dinner after the I reached home from Sunway.
*Accompany my dad to drop my bro and sis there.*
Me, younger bro, parents went dinner, my mood was really bad, cause I showed that fucking face and my mum started to ask mel, "What's happening? Why do you look sooo unhappy?" I kept myself silent, I didn't feel like talking..

My sis and her bf are going Jogoya for dinner. She made him a chocolate cake in heart shape, choco biscuits and bought him Aqua Di Gio by Giorgio Armani's fragrance which costs a 260 bucks, wth right?
My elder brother Hugo went Sunway with his friends for White Valentine ? HAHA.
I felt damn hyper to see Sunway, I should go there too, anyway I am sure there will be tons of people from my school and somewhere else. And I saw Euphoria! Goodness.

Wooi guys, stop asking me to go barce okay, I want to change to a superb good girl ;)

Ridiculous day, happy me but moodless me.
I think you should read Wei Seine's blog for more details!

Valentine's day?

2009-02-14T03:34:00.001-08:00

Supposed to go Sunway Pyramid with Wei Seine, much regretted to cancel it due to someone.
Still had fun with her, quite satisfied with the day ! Oh ya, with Vivien too, talked pervertly,
wheee-eeeee.
Went MCD with Wei Seine for lunch, did many things :P

Obessed to few songs right now!
- Caprice - My Fantasy Girl {!!!}
- Justin Timberlake feat. T.I. - Dead And Gone.
- Flo Rida feat. Kesha - Right Round {!!!}
- ATB - Ecstacy.
- The Veronicas - Untouched {!!}
I feel damn moodless right now. Do you know how disappointed am I?
I don't want to talk this over, maybe what I was thinking to do is excessively the correct way, and I should've done it.
I'm doing it now.

I want a boyfriend, very desperately.
However, I am unwanted and I've no targets in my mind.

ANYONE CAN BE MY FULL TIME BF?
I just need someone for me all the time. Smsing is so meaningless.
Do you name it as romantic? Its a not-at-all.

Should've went Bar Celona!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK
YOU!!!!!!
THIS IS THE WORST DECISION IN MY ENTIRE LIFE, FUCKED UP.

This is the first time you see me writing in such much of exclamation marks.
I DONT KNOW HOW TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH REGRET AM I!

IGNORE ALL THE ABOVE, UNDERSTAND?
I wasn't angry, but very disappointed. I love you lots.

2009-02-12T23:45:00.000-08:00

I simply love this picture okay!

Went to school, like usual's, craaaaaaaap!
Started to ponteng, holy! But I only ponteng on the relief perioads okay, though still considered as ponteng, ya I know..

Su Eyan,
The rich rich rich rich rich girl.
Will be getting a topless Porsche if she can get straight A's for her Owl-level exams. Coool right? She'll be leaving for her Owl-level after PMR, issssh.
She's soooo great okay! She taught me Maths, Science, History. So who's going to teach me after she have left? :/

*I still have my lover Wei Seine, hahaha. From a bitch, to my lover :)*
To Su Eyan, thanks for everything, I still need your help teaching me by the way!

I know people want to stop me from being sooo vulgar, sorry lor :(

SOOO PEEPERS!
I am going to all of your blogs now! Tell me more about your valentine.
I can't fucking stop myself from hyperness!

Sorry.

2009-02-10T09:56:00.000-08:00

Just crapping, dedicated to someone, not Angeline, dont misunderstood :)

我知道我很幼稚，不停的和你吵架，而且還會說一些很離譜的話。

我們絕交算了吧。

你說你把我放在第一位，但你并沒有給過我最基本做朋友的重視感。
我不知道我對你來說是什么，如果你說我對你來說是最重要的話，這真的是你對待一個對你來說那么重視以及疼愛的人的方式嗎？

我不明白你，也不知道幾時應該相信你的話。

是我不容易相信一個人嗎？還是你不容易奪取別人某種方面的信任呢？

我希望我們的友誼可以維持下去，或者他們說的都對，我們吵架，是加取情趣的方式吧。。。

你說我有很多很要好的朋友，無論你做的多好，永遠都無法成為我心中的第一位，你和我的處境有分別嗎？

論朋友，我并沒有你的那么多，

論聯系，我也沒有你和你朋友的那么親。

你有你的知心好友，根本沒有多余的時間陪我，你很忙，我知道，你永遠都是醬忙的啦。

更何況，我們都不同校了，你在那里開心或不開心，我也管不得那么多，你會有那里的朋友和你一起分享的，總有一天你會不需要我的 :)

今天你還會為我哭，明天你也許就不會為我笑了。

哎喲，簡簡單單的做朋友就好了嘛，干嘛搞得那么復雜吶！:P

也許朋友，就是j交來出賣的嘛。一大堆狗屁不通 -_-

tata,

:)

2009-02-10T08:52:00.000-08:00

What have I been doing these days?
Shopping! alone.

To be honest, I bought 5 bra, 4 pants, 2 heels, 3 shirts and etc.

And I don't feel happy?
Cause I don't know when can I wear my pretty shirt, sexy heels and so forth. In normal days only like t-shirt with shorts / cut-in with shorts aite?
Oh ya, after being a shopper I found that the shop Elements has very nice products! Hehe, cheap and nice. I supah love it now! Rate the shop 10/10.

Ignore forever 21 now, though I still like their bags. Saw one bag that looks like mine from Dorothy Perkins, more expensive anyway, and nicer? Noper, :D

I met with two people having good personalities! After buying things I found that I lost it, then, I borrowed the shopkeeper's ph and called, very fortunately, I left it in a shop which the shopkeeper is supah kind-hearted, or else she can sell it, at least she can get some bucks !
They're the two people which I think they should be praised!
Thank God I met them, haha.

The day going out with sis was quite suffering. Forced by Jaycee to wear the 4 inches' heels, I found my legs broken after wearing it the whole day in Summit & Sunway. I likey the shop F Block too. No new arrivals for Paris Hilton, *dissapointed* and loving my purse a lot now, reasonless. And Guess's having sales but only for the old stocks.

Going Dunia Didik for tuition soon :/
Haven't choose to be in group what but going for sure. Kar yee's on Mon & Thurs.
Vanessa, Wei Seine, Dhivia, Eyan, Mahija's on Mon & Wed. Pei Qi's I don't know.
Group G's new, soo which one am I going?

& are you ready for Valentine? :D
Tell me where're you going!

Anyway, pictures are upcoming.

9.2.08

2009-02-08T21:29:00.000-08:00

What's the date of the exams?
I dont want to care about it, don't feel to even bother doing revision.All I need is just lucks, whatever the colours of the exams will be, I feel like shopping only.

You can never know what time I went to sleep yesterday.
It was a 6.33 am, isn't it crazy? Or wasn't I crazy?
Time wasted by viewing lengloi's profiles. & Friendster is kinda messed up, hate to reply testi weih. Kinda like only update with some photos. Around 3.30, went kitchen and curi-curi makan with Jaycee. *Never think this is a good idea, its very fattening, & sooo huge tummy is what I've got on the body* Made a deal with her.

Can you fetch me to Sunway tomorrow?
No.
:(
:)
:(
:)
I feel like eating, do you?
Noper, I keep thinking about my shopping :/
OOH.
If you don't accompany me to eat, no one's gonna fetch you to Sunway babey.
If you fetch me to Sunway then I accompany you lor, deal?
Hmmm, okay, but I want to watch my movie too!
Huh? Do you know what time is it now ?!
But I still want my movie :(
Aiyah okay lar, deal ?
Okay :D
Can we go now?
:) :)

That's it!
Soo, that's the deal between me and my sister.
Obviously, but still fyi (me ; sis) Got it?

& Anyone tell me if I should cancel my account for friendster? Most of the time I go for facebook (Pet Society) and blogger only. And recently, I am a youtuber!

MSN got problem, cannot sign in, damn it.

Okay, gotta go, off to Sunway Pyramid & Summit.

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2009-02-08T10:56:00.000-08:00

I am super hyper right now @ 5.09am.

WHAT THE FUUUUCK?
I can't take a pic without a smile, fucks.

Outing with ma babe :)

2009-02-07T03:17:00.001-08:00

I still veryveryvery love my babe okay : D

The picture I love the most <3

Looks so wrong and looks so right ;)

Oops :P

Retard posers capture 01

Retard posers capture 02

Retard posers capture 03

Supah girl! *Grin*

Mwah,
<3 you.

allthethoughts-j-o-v-y.blogspot.com

LOOOOOOVE.

:)

你答应我的我都记得 但是你却忘了你的承诺

I am not gonna carry on my life with any of the past memories.

`

.

Hi.

For ze sake of fun,

Dumbass wei seine.

Someone's birthday.

lolll.

The way I slack.

~

...

April's Fool.

!

hehehe

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songs.

untitled.

Picture talk.

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*

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Pictures.

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R.I.P.

Tag.

死性不改

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuh.

RANDOM.

random.

~_~

haha,

camwhoredpicts.

:O

;D

:)

BACK.

;)

You're spinning my hair right round right round when you go down when you go down down..

MAYBE THE LAST.

Urghhh.

Enough.

Sian like hell.

Mood-diee.

Hari Ponteng.

AHHHHHH!

Bukit tinggi, Jusco.

300 th.

:/

What a day.

:D

bytheway,

Okay.

dee-daa-dum.

:_:

Gr8 day.

;)

Mood's condition.

Here I am :)

Enough.

Photos.

A day with Angeline :)

Carlyne :)

Another school day :}

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15th Feb.

Latest post,

Valentine's day?

Sorry.

:)

9.2.08

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Outing with ma babe :)

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